Aftee a century..

Gosshhh... finally Ive got the enthusiasm i wanted to write another post in this page,. Pre-eminent!!

ha3...New year is a day away and I almost forgotten to think of "My 7 have to be done New Year's resolution"hahaha...

1st and foremost,I wanted to decrease my fats....hi3...since i really gained much due to Holiday treats,,,hi3...

secondly I wanted to study and study and study,Ive been busy a lot with unnecessary stuffs a while,and I'm obviously disgruntled with the outcome.

Thirdly I wanted to be more aware of my surroundings, the people around me. I have to think of the best way to do, so that i will not regret making such decisions. I want to be more matured enough to face every unexpected series of events that will eventually happen to my mysterious life!

Fourthly, I'll learn to appreciate every happenings in my life, even though its best or the worst. I'll find every way to make my life worthwhile.

Fifth, try to be healthy around people. Not physically,but mentally. And the last but not the least,6th,I wanted to be bold and strong enough to face tough and odd trials that will come in my way.

And lastly, I just wanted to be a simple person but with strong personality, that should enhance every ways to deal with what life may bring.

.,That's what i wanted to do,improve and should do resolutions.wii...hope i'll give inspirations to everyone..


~ciao


-hikaru.

~stiLL waitiNg fOr you,,mR.20 dAys~

.,i do honestly,,still wish and hope for you to reach a specified point..and to be mine...though it doesnt seemed as that...but deep inside...i cant put it somewhere difficult to see or find...its too evident...that i have this great affection,wholehearted liking for you..

.,and though im not having it back,,im not fond of it,,,im just satisfied with the things as they are...with you...your everything,without exception..and without anticipation and regards as probable...

.,every period of 24 hours,,,every period of light between sunrise and sunset;at all times i wanted to be at the place or time not far away departured from you..on account of the fact that i have this instictive aptitude and emotional sensation for you...the fortunate feeling that i got from you always make me turn up the corners of my mouth and exhibit pleasure and amusement is really pre-eminent..

.,i dont want to use pointlessly or thoughtlessly my time,,just to remain inactive in expectation..but as long as i could wait,,ill sincerely do...

.,i dont care about the physical or mental suffering coz im always willing to take you as an imagined series of events,,and an expectation of something desired...

~finally got a kiss with frissons..~

.,aio...
.,ha3...i finally got a kiss with such frisson ive never had and felt before...yeah..he3..
its like there's so much apppreciation for you,..ha3... not expecting a guy will do such thing in front of a whole...yeah...ha3... it felt like,im someone special,he cant bequeath and hurt,,he given me so much warm-hearted nature and mild attention...hi3...the frissons i felt inside cant point out the resemblances from the time before the present ive walked through,.,,hi3...but i just hope this isnt just an imagined series of events experienced in the mind while asleep,..that will later come to a halt and rouse me up from sleep...im almost way out of it...i mean almost giving up with the stuff called "happy ending and true love"ha3...aio...aio...
.,you!...you know who you are...he3.. i dont want you to promise me something that you know, will fail to meet my expectations sooner or later... im just satisfied with the frissons without huddles and hubbubs...i dont need such intimate acquaintances,,,
.,just you...you with me..

~alMost wAy oUt of it...

.,we sometimes thought that the person we love so much will never leave us,,.we just thought,,i also thought..
.,and we have to accept every reality that it never seemed true,,,and not all the times there are happy endings and wishes do come true...sometimes maybe.
.,im almost way out of it,,i mean, not only getting over someone...but almost loosing hope that there will never be a mr.right or mr.perfect,,
.,ive already entered such relationships.,that obviously didnt clicked,,or didnt have any of those happy endings my friends always tell me about...haize...
.,that's another part to everyone, has to be faced also...oh yeah...hi3..

.,i just have to put in mind what my friend told me "forget the unhappy past.,,and live the happy present"...

.,yeah,,,but still im almost way out of it...

.,aio...so sad...hu2..:((

~hikaru-kun_sai(0_x)

~aLL amErican Girl by Meg Cabot..

.,ive just finished this book...all american girl by meg cabot...and seriously this book is so great...hi3.. its all about a girl named Samantha Madison who was first..uhmm like a geek..and considered as one of those persons who never existed at all... She got troubles.,Her sister is super known,famous in their campus..,Her younger sister was a genius..she's inlove with her big sisters boyfriend,..caught selling celebrity portraits..and now she had to take the art class... she just saved the president from an assassination attempt..she became the teen ambassador of the UN.,and the no.1 reason why Samantha Madison is in deep trouble...just because the US Presindent's son might just be inlove with her...

.,it is totally one of the greatest book ive read...hi3....ha3..it give me so much frissons..ha3... especially when the president's son fall for her...ha3.. and David(president's son) really seems cute as stated in the book..ha3...a guy who is about 6 ft. with dashingly green eyes...ha3...

.,i really love it...yepee..

.,i recommend this book to everyone..hi3..


.,aio..

~hikaru-kun_sai(0_x)

~i lOve dEsiGning

.,uhmm...each one of us has its own uniqueness,,individual differences..hi3...all of us were given such special talents to enhance,love and share..hi3...i sometimes dont see it as a special thing in me..but just a hobby,,until i got achievements..awards..such as special appreciations..hi3..
.,before, i cant decide what do i really like most to do,,until i found out that i really owe designing...hi3..its where my patience and little creativity were tested and enhanced a little,, and it greatly affected my attitude,,personality,.and my every ways..hi3..

here are some of my sketched drawings..

.,whenever im bored or what,.ill just get my sketch pad in my favorite closet..and do my thing,..i wouldnt stop until im not satisfied with the outcome..hi3...and finally i made it stisfying for others to judge and see..iyep..
.,aio...wei..but since my mom wouldnt let me take the course i wanted,,the course appropriate with this kind of talent.,, and instead she wanted me to choose  the course practically.,.and since "nursing" is the most in demand job as of now...and obviously that's what my mom described as "practically"..and unfortunately there's nothing i can do about it..its like a "take it or leave it thing"...haize...maybe this is just the thing called "life"...

.,everyone said,..just have faith and dont loose hope...i do have faith...and im just leaving it to the fate...hi3..but still as soon as i see people likes it,,ill never be hesitate of doing it...all i jsut wanted is to share what i got,,,and to show to everyone that i also have my uniqueness in defferent ways..

.,aio...have a nice day...,arigato gozaimasu..

~hikaru-kun_sai(0_x)

   

2nd day of test [072508]

.,wei…2nd day of test,,.as early as 7:00 ive already left home,,ive travelled for about 30-35 mins since our home was kinda far from our school..i havent read any of my notes yet,,coz i got no time last night coz it was my uncle’s birthday…he3..and ive gone home late…hi3..i was so sleepy this morning…

.,uhmm…today i took 4 subjects[Calculus,Reasearch,MAPEH and Adv.Biology,,]

.,Calculus was the first subj.i took..not so hard,,ha3…maybe because i understood most of its topics,.he3,..its more on logarithm equations,and graph interpreting..he3..

.,then after calculus,,snacks break,,uhmm…and,,the next two subjs.MAPEH and Research,,uhmm..those two subjects are more on essays and practical questions,,that’s why i finished it before the time was over…

.,then lunch break and review time…lunch break was about 2 and 1/2 hours…so long..uhmm…next subject Adv.Biology,,whoa..its more on memorization and analyzing…hi3…i reviewed so much,and finally ive answered all the items..yepee… i also didnt find this subject that hard,,hi3..

.,then dismissal time…usually my friends and i go to the canteen after dismissal..we just wanted to make “tambay”ha3…

.,and while i was there,,,i took the opportunity to campaign..he3… ive asked most of my friends and other year level to vote for my friends and for me,of course…he3…

.,and here i am right now…updating my blog..he3…writing about what happened today,,

~i got some qoute to share…~if u dont forget the unhappy past,.u will not be able to enjoy the happy present..~from MAHREE Modesto[link]

.,mahreee is one of my friend..hi3..she’s also one of my “most-liked” person…also a creative and full of spirit kind of person…she does a lot of stuffs too..like me..she also make layouts..but take note she’s better..he3..she both do multiply and friendster..see!hi3..honestly sometimes i envy her,,because she have this freedom that i dont experience that much…haize…she’s artistic..i really find her great and nice to be with,,,he3..but i know all of my friends especially HAHDEEIKS Hakademy,,are fun and nice to be with…these are the memories i can and i will treasure…hi3,,.

.,that’s how i value friendship so much…hi3..love you guys,,,thnx for all uve done..

.,wehi3..hope ull never leave my present,,stay,,and go with me walking to my future…

~~again a fine and nice day..~~

~hikaru-kun_sai(0_x)