~stiLL waitiNg fOr you,,mR.20 dAys~

.,i do honestly,,still wish and hope for you to reach a specified point..and to be mine...though it doesnt seemed as that...but deep inside...i cant put it somewhere difficult to see or find...its too evident...that i have this great affection,wholehearted liking for you..

.,and though im not having it back,,im not fond of it,,,im just satisfied with the things as they are...with you...your everything,without exception..and without anticipation and regards as probable...

.,every period of 24 hours,,,every period of light between sunrise and sunset;at all times i wanted to be at the place or time not far away departured from you..on account of the fact that i have this instictive aptitude and emotional sensation for you...the fortunate feeling that i got from you always make me turn up the corners of my mouth and exhibit pleasure and amusement is really pre-eminent..

.,i dont want to use pointlessly or thoughtlessly my time,,just to remain inactive in expectation..but as long as i could wait,,ill sincerely do...

.,i dont care about the physical or mental suffering coz im always willing to take you as an imagined series of events,,and an expectation of something desired...

~finally got a kiss with frissons..~

.,aio...
.,ha3...i finally got a kiss with such frisson ive never had and felt before...yeah..he3..
its like there's so much apppreciation for you,..ha3... not expecting a guy will do such thing in front of a whole...yeah...ha3... it felt like,im someone special,he cant bequeath and hurt,,he given me so much warm-hearted nature and mild attention...hi3...the frissons i felt inside cant point out the resemblances from the time before the present ive walked through,.,,hi3...but i just hope this isnt just an imagined series of events experienced in the mind while asleep,..that will later come to a halt and rouse me up from sleep...im almost way out of it...i mean almost giving up with the stuff called "happy ending and true love"ha3...aio...aio...
.,you!...you know who you are...he3.. i dont want you to promise me something that you know, will fail to meet my expectations sooner or later... im just satisfied with the frissons without huddles and hubbubs...i dont need such intimate acquaintances,,,
.,just you...you with me..